Finally back for a short breather from those books that I have been sinking into. As I read through the previous post, it made me realise how angry I was then when I posted it. Now that I have calmed down and sorted things out, everything seemed so much better and clearer. I was glad that I actually spoke things out. After that chat, it felt kinda a lot better. I am indeed thankful for that. Well, at this point of time, I would choose to believe whatever the other party said and completely put this matter down. Afterall, it's been an issue that happened 2 yrs ago.. I just can't believe how some people can repeatedly talk about an issue for 2 yrs. Dont they ever get bored of it? Or probably they are just too free. Whatever that is, everything shall be over as of today!
Im actually feeling blessed and glad that I am a social hermit this yr. Hahahah. It sounded sooo not like what I am. But well, there's just so much to do and all. I would be thankful and glad to just have short skype sessions (ok.. not very short actually!) with friends once in a while and just joke about things and laugh things out. The feeling of knowing that someone will always be there for you is indeed good. Indeed, I should feel exceptionally thankful especially when I do not only have one of such friend.. But actually a handful. Something worth rejoicing about. At times, it's not the presence that matters.. It's the moral support that you receive.. and I have always been thankful for these people around me. Also, not forgetting family support.
No doubt I might be very much independent this year, I am actually quite glad and am not complaining. Time of your own is actually something worth appreciating! :) All in all, I am just thankful for everything that I am given now. Contentment should be everything for now. (though the addition of a new element would definitely spice things up! :))
