It's almost the end of the third week of school and I have been so drained! It's not the school work that drained me, in fact I havent really started much on school work!!, it's the volunteering project that I have on hand! I really regretted taking such a huge a project! Although it can help me clear my hours, but hey, the work load is far too heavy and my shoulders are about to collapse.. i really cant work with locals because our mindset and goals are just so different!! There are just so much miscommunications at times that really pisses me off and my friend as well.. What's more! My friend was so much pissed that I had to be the centre person! Ohlord!! I cant wait for this project to end!! There goes my planning for my first 4 weeks of relaxed school! :s I really missed working with campnightshit ppl! Although it was just the 4 of us, however, we manage to run 2 concerts well and the partnerships we shared were just flawless!! What's more! Although we had to put in lots of hardwork, however, the burden was always equally shared among the four of us!! Really missed this nice partnership! :(
The second blow I had for the week was the lost of my sg hp! It was the hp that contained my sg sim card! Well, to many, it's just a minor thing and i should just get over it! But hey, to me, it's a major incident! I really hated myself for being so careless! Actually, it's not mainly my fault! I didnt caused it! I suspected someone stole it but after much questioning, possibilities of that was ruled out! If that was the case, where the hell did my phone go to? I seriously have no idea! The visions of the last time I held on to my phone just seemed so blurred and smoked! How upsetting can things be! I had always made sure that all my things are nicely placed and safely kept! Now that i have lost smth so impt and it is my favourite phone of all.. I really cant seem to get over it and forgive myself! Ohwell! This feeling definitely suck!
Seems like the first 3 of weeks wasnt that pleasant afterall, I really hope for better weeks to come! :)
Just a random thought, one of the things I would love to try out when I get back would be to visit a rooftop bar with campnightshit ppl and gang!! heheheh! Had one in my mind weeks ago but I just cant seem to rmb what it is! hahahah!
Sometimes, I really wish for more concern and comfort, but it just doesnt reach me in time. How ironic can my life be at times.. The more I hope, the higher my disappointment gets. 