Once again, Im being put through all these again! Second time in two years! But why? I thought everything would be fine but Im wrong! Im weak in this. But ohwell, everything's left unsaid. I know it's not time for regrets, but regrets will ALWAYS be there! No matter what! My deepest memories have now left me. And I swear I fear to go through this kind of mental torture. It took me 80 hours before I had the courage to look at him for the last time. But it's always the unexpected that will happen. At times, how much I hate LIFE! It's always making a fool of beings! The higher your hopes were, the greater your disappointment! I have no answer to what will be happening in a while, but I predict that a breakdown will occur! Let it be then!!
