now dat my blog url has chnaged.. n less ppl noe.. i feel so much mre at ease to blog here.. in the past.. i tot dat it was too open.. seriously it was.. i didn dare to blog my feelings..for fear of other ppl commenting.. reason y i reali reali wanted to private my blog was dat i haf been reading band members blog n many unhappy comments n posts were replied to their post.. it seems like some battle fighting.. LOL la.. dats y i chose to do this.. for now.. i reali feel bad for not letting my friend's noe.. my close n best friends like joyce, wei xin, mirah, wl, christine.. for those three who knew abt it.. was because they found out abt it n asked me first.. n the three are ppl i kinda trust n tok too too.. honoured eh..in fact i dun reali care if my friends can read my blog or not.. cos i noe one day they will come to noe.. y?? cos i will definitely tell them when the time is right.. dis is a definite ans.. i reali wan to thank fate.. god and destiny for everything i haf.. nice friends that i haf.. seriously.. they stood by me.. like juz now.. wei xin actually satyed up wif me till 3am plus to complete the presentation.. i reali wan to thank her for that.. i reali noe how tiring it is.. seriously i noe how tiring it is.. but thanks a lot lovely.. hahahahha.. u made my tiring night.. wif dat silly rubbish joke of urs.. n minah too.. she actually came out of her hiding place.. and kept asking if i need help not.. despite all being tired.. thx a lot dear..:) i noe dat its gona b a zombie day later.. but nevertheless.. it shall b a good day... as for richie... he has been a nice friend to tok too.. n always having lame jokes to crap n it reali made my day.. :) n wl.. the one who always bullies me.. but also at the same time.. gif me a chance to practice my debating skills.. thx eh.. :) i reali haf many nice friends who are so dear n close to me.. reali happy abt it.. and christine too.. she.. the mad one.. always reminding me dat my test date is near.. but yet telling me pur driving fate is the same.. so nth to worry.. she's been reali nice to tok too.. now.. she's my good friend rather than a band friend.. :) i will miss her after she leave though.. n norain too.. a nice huggy friend who promises to help me in admin when im up.. thx a lot dude.. loves.. N OF COS.. MY DARLING FRIEND, joycey.. have yet to haf the time to tok to her.. we haf been busy.. n SHE will definitely noe abt the change of my url.. :) n patty too.. my GOODEST friend.. :) always making my wednesdays working day.. FUN!! reali.. :) love working wif her now.. :) i always dread gngn to work..cos its reali tiring.. but NOT ANYMORE... and we r becoming mre n mre of a BEST PARTNER IN ACTION!! loves.. :) HENCE, this explains my nick.. chee LOVES her friends.. i hope ALL THESE WILL B OF ETERNITY!!! :) returned hme from meeting wif advisor today.. n was reali weary.. :) like.. he is reali childish to create so much problem.. i tink its dat he is TOOOOOo mature for a 24 yr old?? hmph.. wonders.. but spreading such nasty stuff abt us when YOU misunderstand wad we are implying is reali ultimately disgusting.. wad a 24 yr old.. geezzzzzzz... -_- n now.. i wan to tell my friends abt my change of url.. but how do i do so?? kinda weird to juz go to them n say.. hey.. i change url.. like so lol.. i shall tink of a way.. :)**i reali feel so much better after changing my url.. seriously i am.. :) cos i can speak my mind.. hopefully those out there wun find me... :)
