Posted on Friday, January 25, 2008, 16:19
alrights.. baq to blogging after a few days.. juz for dat short few days.. it reali made me grew up much mre.. matured mre and stuffs.. its like i had ups and downs during the past few days.. it was probably juz life i suppose.. nv once.. i had to go through so much for the past two weeks.. it was hectic and stressful for all... n i reali wan to compliment ppl ard me.. who were indirectly or directly affected.. i failed to get the license of 18... so i suppose that i will only b able to get it like at 19.. dats confirmed!! dis reali pushed me down deeply into an endless well.. seriously.. i was reali very disappointed dat i didn make it true.. sads.. **christine: so.. in the end.. our driving fate aint reali true afterall..anyway.. i wld like to thank pat and christine for like guiding me tru the night b4 i had my test or even days b4 my test.. i was reali nervous.. probably.. that caused my death too.. so sorry to disappoint u all.. i can only get the card of 19 instead if 18.. geez.. :( anyway, the final showdown is finally over.. its like i haf reali seen many things myself.. and at the same time.. the band has also seen the rather pissed side of me.. when i blow.. but seriously, this is still moderate.. not like in the past.. i will reali blow.. i was named silent killer.. not bad ar.. killing in silence.. shhhhhh... but.. the entire thing.. spoil many clique friendship.. but i dun understand... are friendships so prone to breaking so easily?? its not like hyrogen bond or covalent bond... breaking so easily when there's external force.. but... why does it seem so now?? i wonder.. seriously... this is reali saddening.. friendship is friendship... politics is politics... like y mix it?? if friendships are broken so easily.. than its not called friendships.. its known as weak bond instead.. juz like hydrogen bonds.. n homo sapiens are scary... they can tok to u nicely on the phone and turn their backs the nx day.. i was so innocent in everything and yet i got scolded by ....... wadever crap dat is la.. its juz yet another plan... so many plans ar.. one after another failure.. there will b a new one.. geez... scariest thing on earth is juz homo sapiens thinkings.. undefinable........ i haf been holding on cos i wan to play for rondeau 23!!! cos i tink it will b quite meaningful... hints.. but now... i wonder.. though we haf won.. but now.. let's c wad will happen nx.. i wonder.. anyway... got to noe our class posting.. we will all b separated.. like 2,2,1.. geez.. kinda sad.. we will not b able to enjoy pract lessons together again... when we all juz spOke like nobody's business... helping one another.. laughing n jOkin... being noisy.. teasing me while i fight baq.. so sad... i will miss it i suppose.. n wad made things worst was.. richie and wl will b diff streams.. so we will not b in the same lect i suppose.. yup... but nevertheless.. we can still meet up during hols.. i hope all can hold on to it.. yea yea.. :) out..
